books I've read

Listed in the order I read them, chronological by year.

Asterisks indicate rereads.

2021

  1. Getting the Love You Want (2019) by Harville Hendrix and Helen LaKelly Hunt

  2. Everything Is Totally Fine by Zac Smith

  3. Seeing Red: Redshifts, Cosmology and Academic Science (1998) by Halton Arp

  4. Exit, Carefully (2021) by Elizabeth Ellen

  5. Blue Vapor by Anna Dorn

  6. Who Built the Moon? (2005) by Christopher Knight and Alan Butler

  7. The Lost Worlds of 2001 (1972) by Arthur C. Clarke

  8. Hawai'i One Summer (1987) by Maxine Hong Kingston

  9. Milk Fed (2021) by Melissa Broder

  10. Infinite Universe Theory (2017) by Glenn Borchardt

  11. Bad Lawyer: A Memoir of Law and Disorder (2021) by Anna Dorn

  12. *Everything Is Totally Fine by Zac Smith

  13. Flush (1933) by Virginia Woolf

  14. Dark Mission: The Secret History of NASA (2009) by Richard C. Hoagland and Mike Bara

  15. Fuccboi by Sean Thor Conroe

  16. Fake Accounts (2021) by Lauren Oyler

  17. My Mind is Not a Billboard (2021) by Sam Pink

  18. The Hunt for Zero Point: Inside the Classified World of Antigravity Technology (2001) by Nick Cook

  19. The Fourth Dimension (1984) by Rudy Rucker

  20. The Hole (2020) by Hiroko Oyamada

  21. Covert Wars and Breakaway Civilizations (2012) by Joseph P. Farrell

  22. Twelve Cannabis-Verses in Arabic from the 13th-15th Centuries (2021) by Adam C. Bremer-McCollum

  23. Ain't I a Woman: Black Women and Feminism (1981) by bell hooks

  24. All About Love: New Visions (2000) by bell hooks

  25. Raising Cats Naturally (2003) by Michelle T. Bernard

  26. The Healing Power of UFOs: 300 True Accounts of People Healed by Extraterrestrials (2019) by Preston Dennett

  27. **Everything Is Totally Fine by Zac Smith

  28. Technology of the Gods: The Incredible Science of the Ancients (2000) David Hatcher Childress

  29. ***Eeeee Eee Eeee (2007) by Tao Lin

  30. Two Million Shirts (2021) by Zac Smith and Giacomo Pope

  31. Jacket Weather (2021) by Mike Decapite

  32. Very Cold People (2022) by Sarah Manguso

  33. bro please i'm so dead get me that fuckin cheesesteak bro please man please by Cavin Bryce Gonzalez

  34. Witchcraft and the Gay Counterculture (1978) by Arthur Evans

  35. Secrets of the Unified Field: The Philadelphia Experiment, the Nazi Bell, and the Discarded Theory (2008) by Joseph P. Farrell

  36. People from My Neighborhood (2021) by Hiromi Kawakami

  37. The Will to Change: Men, Masculinity, and Love (2004) by bell hooks

  38. Mons Pubis (2021) by Willis Plummer

  39. Paul Dirac: The Man and His Work (1998) by Pais, Jacob, Olive, Atiyah

  40. l-theanine by Willis Plummer

  41. Body High (2021) by Jon Lindsey

  42. *Bad Lawyer: A Memoir of Law and Disorder (2021) by Anna Dorn

  43. The Inner Life of Cats: The Science and Secrets of Our Mysterious Feline Companions (2017) by Thomas McNamee

  44. Microcosm and Medium: The Cosmic Implications and Agenda of Mind Control Technologies (2018) by Joseph P. Farrell

  45. The Gate: A Memoir of Love and Reflection (2000) by Riane Eisler

  46. UFOs and Nukes: Extraordinary Encounters at Nuclear Weapons Sites (2017) by Robert Hastings

  47. Imago (1989) by Octavia Butler

  48. Undrowned: Black Feminist Lessons from Marine Mammals (2020) by Alexis Pauline Gumbs

  49. The End of the Day (2020) by Bill Clegg

  50. ***Everything Is Totally Fine by Zac Smith

  51. Planet Earth: The Latest Weapon of War (2000) by Rosalie Bertell

  52. Darwin's Doubt: The Explosive Origin of Animal Life and the Case for Intelligent Design (2013) by Stephen C. Meyer

  53. I Could Be Your Neighbor, Isn't That Horrifying? (2020) by Cavin Bryce Gonzalez

  54. A Completely Nonexistent Carnival (2021) by Cavin Bryce Gonzalez

  55. Returning the Sword to the Stone (2021) by Mark Leidner

  56. Sitting in Oblivion: The Heart of Daoist Meditation (2010) by Livia Kohn

  57. The Red Zone (2022) by Chloe Caldwell

  58. Toxic Legacy: How the Weedkiller Glyphosate is Destroying Our Health and the Environment (2021) by Stephanie Seneff

  59. The Higgs Fake: How Particle Physics Fooled the Novel Committee (2013) by Alexander Unzicker

  60. Nurturing Our Humanity: How Domination and Partnership Shape Our Brains, Lives, and Future (2019) by Riane Eisler and Douglas P. Fry

  61. *All About Love: New Visions (2000) by bell hooks

  62. The Chairs Are Where the People Go: How to Live, Work, and Play in the City (2011) by Misha Glouberman with Sheila Heti

  63. 1996 (2005) by Gloria Naylor

  64. *Pure Colour (2022) by Sheila Heti

  65. The Tragedy of the Moon (1973) by Isaac Asimov

  66. Superdoom (2021) by Melissa Broder

  67. Last Resort (2022) by Andrew Lipstein

  68. Leave Society (2021) by Tao Lin

  69. The Oxherding Pictures by Alan Rossi

  70. The Real Wealth of Nations: Creating a Caring Economy (2007) by Riane Eisler

  1. *Imaginary Museums (2020) by Nicolette Polek

  2. *The Twenty-Four Hour Mind (2010) by Rosalind Cartwright

  3. **but did you die? by Precious Okoyomon

  4. The Big Bang Never Happened (1991) by Eric J. Lerner

  5. Slugs and Snails (2016) by Robert Cameron

  6. Sun and Steel (1968) by Yukio Mishima

  7. Problems (2016) by Jade Sharma

  8. The Songs of the South: An Ancient Chinese Anthology of Poems (2011)

  9. Pets (2020) edited by Jordan Castro

  10. Logue [yellow] (2019) edited by David Fishkind

  11. Raking Leaves (2019) by Joseph Grantham

  12. Territory of Light (2019) by Yuko Tsushima

  13. *Concrete (1982) by Thomas Bernhard

  14. The Civilization of the Goddess (1991) by Marija Gimbutas

  15. Mountain Road, Late at Night (2020) by Alan Rossi

  16. Hawaiian Reptiles and Amphibians (1978) by Sean McKeown

  17. Sachie, A Daughter of Hawai'i (1977) by Patsy Sumie Saiki

  18. Dreamland (2019) by Bob Lazar

  19. Qualification (2019) by David Heatley

  20. The Hutchison File (1996) by The Planetary Association For Clean Energy

  21. Starlight, Starbright: Are Stars Conscious? (2015) by Greg Matloff and C Bangs

  22. Why We Sleep (2017) by Matthew Walker

  23. *The Big Bang Never Happened (1991) by Eric J. Lerner

  24. The Dominant Animal (2020) by Kathryn Scanlan

  25. After Denver (2020) by Big Bruiser Dope Boy

  26. NOON (2020) edited by Diane Williams

  27. Atom, Man, and the Universe (1969) by Hannes Alfvén

  28. Hagakure (2014) by Yamamoto Tsunetomo

  29. The Tao of Zen (1994) by Ray Grigg

  30. The Sky Contains the Plans (2020) by Matthew Rohrer

  31. Vagablonde (2020) by Anna Dorn

  32. Like a Champion (2018) by Vincent Chu

  33. **Break It Down (1986) by Lydia Davis

  34. The Sacred Depths of Nature (2000) by Ursula Goodenough

  35. Lieh-Tzu (1995) translated by Eva Wong

  36. Empathy (1992) by Sarah Schulman

  37. The Town (2020) by Shaun Prescott

  38. Hongshan Jade Treasures (2012) by David C. Anderson

  39. Taoist Teachings: The Book Of Lieh Tzu (1912) translated by Lionel Giles

  40. Games Zen Masters Play (1976) by R.H. Blyth

  41. Who We’re Reading When We’re Reading Murakami (2020) by David Karashima

  42. Cold Times (2017) by Anita Bailey

  43. **Chilly Scenes of Winter (1976) by Ann Beattie

  44. Breath (2020) by James Nestor

  45. Soft Damage by Kristen Iskandrian

  46. Be Brief and Tell Them Everything by Brad Listi

  47. Our Last Year by Alan Rossi

  48. The Sirius Mystery (1998) by Robert Temple

  49. Something Gross by Big Bruiser Dope Boy

  50. Pure Colour by Sheila Heti

  51. How I Met Funko Werpy and Saved the World (Sort of) by Liam Temple and Sheila Heti

  52. Chainsaw Poems and Other Poems (2020) by Giacomo Pope

  53. Where the Wild Ladies Are (2020) by Aoko Matsuda

  54. The Secret of Scent (2006) by Luca Turin

  55. Prehistory Decoded (2019) by Martin Sweatman

  56. ***but did you die? by Precious Okoyomon

  57. Cosmogony (2021) by Lucy Ives

  58. Black Glitter (2018) by Bree Jo'ann

  59. Hidden Truth, Forbidden Knowledge (2006) by Steven Greer

  60. The Loneliness of the Long-Distance Cartoonist (2020) by Adrian Tomine

  61. Sad Janet (2020) by Lucie Britsch

  62. Regenerate (2020) by Sayer Ji

  63. Her Lesser Work (2021) by Elizabeth Ellen

  64. Ketchup by Sam Pink

  65. Ancient Aliens and JFK (2018) by Mike Bara

  66. 50 Barn Poems (2019) by Zac Smith

  67. How to Do Nothing (2019) by Jenny Odell

  68. Acknowledged: A Perspective on the Matters of UFOs, Aliens and Crop Circles (2019) by Andrew Johnson

  69. NOON (2021) edited by Diane Williams

  70. The Mystery of Utsuro-Bune (2019) by Shoichi Kamon

  71. ***Childhood's End (1953) by Arthur C. Clarke

  72. Schoolyard UFO Encounters (2019) by Preston Dennett

  73. The Phoenix Protocol (2020) by August Dunning

2019

  1. There There (2018) by Tommy Orange

  2. Trauma in Metro by Theo Thimo

  3. **Childhood’s End (1953) by Arthur C. Clarke

  4. Manners, Customs, and Conditions of North American Indians, Vol. I (1844) by George Catlin

  5. True Love by Sarah Gerard

  6. 9/11: Finding the Truth (2011) by Andrew Johnson

  7. Facing Hawai'i’s Future: Essential Information about GMOs (2012) by Hawai'i SEED

  8. Manazuru (2010) by Hiromi Kawakami

  9. Love Is a Derangement by Kristen Iskandrian

  10. 9/11: Holding the Truth (2017) by Andrew Johnson

  11. Sirius (1944) by Olaf Stapledon

  12. Secrets In the Solar System: Gatekeepers On Earth (2017) by Andrew Johnson

  13. Best-Loved Chinese Proverbs (1995) by Theodora Lau

  14. *Taking Care (1982) by Joy Williams

  15. Bluets (2009) by Maggie Nelson

  16. Acid Hype: American News Media and the Psychedelic Experience (2015) by Stephen Siff

  17. Loudermilk or The Real Poet or The Origin of the World (2019) by Lucy Ives

  18. Finding the Secret Space Programme (2018) by Andrew Johnson

  19. The Hermit (2016) by Lucy Ives

  20. Climate Change and Global Warming  Exposed (2017) by Andrew Johnson

  21. NOON (2019) edited by Diane Williams

  22. Woods and Clouds Interchangeable (2019) by Michael Earl Craig

  23. Foghorn Leghorn (2019) by Big Bruiser Dope Boy

  24. The Cosmic Web: Mysterious Architecture of the Universe (2016) by J. Richard Gott

  25. Aug 9 - Fog (2019) by Kathryn Scanlan

  26. Feed (2002) by M.T. Anderson

  27. Wizard: The Life and Times of Nikola Tesla (1996) by Marc. J. Seifer

  28. Try (1994) by Dennis Cooper

  29. The Book of Judith (2019) by Willis Plummer

  30. American Before (2019) by Graham Hancock

  31. Soft Split (2015) by Szilvia Molnar

  32. Wait Till You See Me Dance (2017) by Deb Olin Unferth

  33. God Jr. (2005) by Dennis Cooper

  34. Closer (1989) by Dennis Cooper

  35. Wise Traditions vol. 20/1 (2019) edited by Sally Fallon Morell

  36. Revolution: The Year I Fell in Love and Went to Join the War (2011) by Deb Olin Unferth

  37. The Ten Loves of Nishino (2019) by Hiromi Kawakami

  38. Time Loops: Precognition, Retrocausation, and the Unconscious (2018) by Eric Wargo

  39. Sleepwalking to Armageddon: The Threat of Nuclear Annihilation (2017) edited by Helen Caldicott

  40. Joseph Levy Escapes Death (2019) by Rick Strassman

  41. Mysteries of Time and Space (1974) by Brad Steiger

  42. Ninety-Nine Stories of God (2013) by Joy Williams

  43. Mind Time: The Temporal Factor in Consciousness (2004) by Benjamin Libet

  44. Calypso (2018) by David Sedaris

  45. Serpent in the Sky: The High Wisdom of Ancient Egypt (1979) by John Anthony West

  46. Bad Behavior (1988) by Mary Gaitskill

  47. *Mindbending: The Hutchison Files: 1981 to 1995 (2009) by George Hathaway

  48. **Minor Robberies (2007) by Deb Olin Unferth

  49. Parade (2019) by Hiromi Kawakami

  50. The Friend (2018) by Sigrid Nunez

  51. Animals Eat Each Other (2018) by Elle Nash

  52. The Hidden History of the Human Race (1999) by Michael A. Cremo & Richard L. Thompson

  53. ***Like Life (1990) by Lorrie Moore

  54. The Novelist by Jordan Castro

  55. Because They Wanted To (1997) by Mary Gaitskill

  56. The Chalice and the Blade in Chinese Culture (1995) by Mia Jiayin, editor

  57. In Praise of Nothing: An Exploration of Daoist Fundamental Ontology (2011) by Ellen Marie Chen

  58. Big Brain: The Origins and Future of Human Intelligence (2009) by Gary Lynch & Richard Granger

  59. Model Homes (2004) by Wayne Koestenbaum

  60. Mitz (1998) by Sigrid Nunez

  61. How to End the Autism Epidemic (2018) by J.B. Handey

  62. Give it to the Grand Canyon (2019) by Noah Cicero

  63. July Diary (2019) by Gabrielle Bell

  64. Barn 8 (2019) by Deb Olin Unferth

  65. The Structure of Language (2012) by Rachel Grenon

  66. *Bugs, Bowels, and Behavior (2013) edited by Teri Arranga

  67. *Any Easy Intimacy (2005) by Jeffrey Brown

  68. The Earth…But Not As We Know It (2019) by Andrew Johnson

  69. When Humans Nearly Vanished (2018) by Donald R. Prothero

  70. From the Realms of the Ancestors: An Anthology in Honor of Marija Gimbutas (1996)

2018

  1. When Watched (2016) by Leopoldine Core

  2. The Book of Formation (2017) by Ross Simonini

  3. A Mind of Your Own (2016) by Kelly Brogan

  4. The Garbage Times/White Ibis (2018) by Sam Pink

  5. A Girl’s Guide to Personal Hygiene (2018) by Tallulah Pomeroy

  6. Todd (2018) by Andrew Weatherhead

  7. My Year of Rest and Relaxation (2018) by Ottessa Moshfegh

  8. Animals and Psychedelics (2002) by Giorgio Samorini

  9. Tonight I’m Someone Else (2018) by Chelsea Hodson

  10. TiHKAL (1997) by Alexander Shulgin & Ann Shulgin

  11. EarthBound (2014) by Ken Baumann

  12. Native Use of Fish in Hawaii (1982) by Margaret Titcomb

  13. Fire from Ice: Searching for the Truth Behind the Cold Fusion Furor (1991) by Eugene F. Mallove

  14. High Priest (1968) by Timothy Leary

  15. Where the Gods Reign: People and Plants of the Colombian Amazon (1988) by Richard Evans Schultes

  16. All Our Happy Days Are Stupid (2015) by Sheila Heti

  17. Communication and Noncommunication by Cephalopods (1985) by Martin Moynihan

  18. Nature Documentary (2018) by Noah Cicero

  19. The Guardians (2012) by Sarah Manguso

  20. 300 Arguments (2017) by Sarah Manguso

  21. Peyote (1971) by Alice Marriott & Carol K. Rachlin

  22. Military Mind Control: A Story of Trauma and Recovery (2009) by Colin A. Ross

  23. How to Change Your Mind (2018) by Michael Pollan

  24. Nature & Humanity Poems (2016) by Yuna Winter

  25. Hard to Admit and Harder to Escape (2007) by Sarah Manguso

  26. Kiowa Years: A Study in Culture Impact (1968) by Alice Marriott

  27. Magic Medicine (2018) by Cody Johnson

  28. A Really Good Day (2017) by Ayelet Waldman

  29. Profiles of the Future (1962) by Arthur C. Clarke

  30. Sunshine State (2017) by Sarah Gerard

  31. American Assassination (2004) by Don Trent Jacobs & James Fetzer

  32. Unstable Neighborhood Rabbit (2018) by Mikko Harvey

  33. A Hummock in the Malookas (1995) by Matthew Rohrer

  34. Mindbending: The Hutchison Files: 1981 to 1995 (2009) by George D. Hathaway

  35. The Lonesome Bodybuilder (2018) by Yukiko Motoya

  36. Psilocybin Mushrooms of the World (1996) by Paul Stamets

  37. Liveblog (2018) by Megan Boyle

  38. **i will never be beautiful enough to make us beautiful together (2013) by Mira Gonzalez

  39. The Ice-Cream Man and Other Stories by Sam Pink

  40. Vanishing Twins (2018) by Leah Dieterich

  41. Alphabetical Diary by Sheila Heti

  42. Indians of the Four Corners: The Anasazi and Their Pueblo Descendants (1952) by Alice Marriott

  43. Raymond Carver’s What We Talk About When We Talk About Love (2018) by Brian Evenson

  44. A Guide to Health (1921) by Mahatma Gandhi

  45. Dance Around the Sun: The Life of Mary Little Bear Inkanish (1977) by Alice Marriott & Carol K. Rachlin

  46. The Fat of the Land (1956) by Vilhjálmur Stefánsson

  47. Tom Sawyer (2018) by Joseph Grantham

  48. **When God Was a Woman (1976) by Merlin Stone

  49. Hunters of the Great North (1922) by Vilhjalmur Stefansson

  50. Anatomy of an Epidemic (2010) by Robert Whitaker

  51. $50,000 by Andrew Weatherhead

  52. Cherry (2018) by Nico Walker

  53. Record of a Night Too Brief (2017) by Hiromi Kawakami

  54. Essays and Fictions (2018) by Brad Phillips

  55. Imaginary Museums by Nicolette Polek

  56. 99 Poems to Cure Whatever’s Wrong with You or Create the Problems You Need (2019) by Sam Pink

  57. The Nakano Thrift Shop (2017) by Hiromi Kawakami

  58. Before Silent Spring: Pesticides and Public Health in Pre-DDT America (1974) by James Whorton

  59. Zhuangzi: The Essential Writings (2009) translated by Brook Ziporyn

  60. This is about the Body, the Mind, the Soul, the World, Time, and Fate (1990) by Diane Williams

  61. A Thousand Golden Arms (2018) by Anthony Matturro

  62. Manners, Customs, and Conditions of North American Indians, Vol. II (1844) by George Catlin

  63. Bonjour Philippine by Sheila Heti

  64. The Milk of Dreams (2017) by Leonora Carrington

  65. Deviant Propulsion (2006) by CAConrad

  66. The Archaeology of Ancient Turkey (1978) by James Mellaart

2017

  1. Ice Age (2001) by John & Mary Gribbin

  2. The First Three Minutes (1977) by Steven Weinberg

  3. Seven Clues to the Origin of Life (1985) by A.G. Cairns-Smith

  4. Kangaroo Notebook (1991) by Kobo Abe

  5. In the Sleep Room: The Story of the CIA Brainwashing Experiments in Canada (1988) by Anne Collins

  6. The CIA Doctors: Human Rights Violations By American Psychiatrists (2006) by Colin A. Ross

  7. *Person/a (2017) by Elizabeth Ellen

  8. God Box (2017) by Mallory Whitten

  9. Motherest (2017) by Kristen Iskandrian

  10. Remote Viewers: The Secret History of America’s Psychic Spies (1997) by Jim Schnabel

  11. Thrown (2014) by Kerry Howley

  12. The Kingdom of Fungi (2013) by Jens H. Petersen

  13. Neurotransmissions: Essays on Psychedelics from Breaking Convention (2015)

  14. Nourishing Fats: Why We Need Animal Fats for Health and Happiness (2017) by Sally Fallon Morell

  15. Sacred Mushrooms of the Goddess (2006) by Carl A. P. Ruck

  16. **Good Morning, Midnight (1939) by Jean Rhys

  17. My World: Ramblings of an Aging Gutter Punk (2000) by Jeff Ott

  18. Smile Please (1979) by Jean Rhys

  19. White Ibis (2018?) by Sam Pink

  20. literally show me a healthy person (2017) by Darcie Wilder

  21. Caca Dolce (2017) by Chelsea Martin

  22. Move Your DNA (2014) by Katy Bowman

  23. The Leopard’s Tale: Revealing the Mysteries of Catalhoyuk (2006) by Ian Hodder

  24. Pottenger’s Cats: A Study in Nutrition (1983) by Francis M. Pottenger

  25. The Others (2017) by Matthew Rohrer

  26. Ajebota (2016) by Precious Okoyomon

  27. Imagine Wanting Only This (2017) by Kristen Radtke

  28. Tending the Wild (2005) by M. Kat Anderson

  29. Adam’s Summer Purgatory, 2008 (2013) by Adam Humphreys

  30. Ginkgo: The Tree That Time Forgot (2013) by Peter Crane

  31. The Company (2003) by John Micklethwait & Adrian Wooldridge

  32. Molecules Of Emotion: The Science Behind Mind-Body Medicine (1997) by Candace Pert

  33. Cindy & Erica’s Obsession to Solve Today’s Health Care Crisis (2017) by Stephanie Seneff

  34. *Motherest (2017) by Kristen Iskandrian

  35. The Sarah Book (2017) by Scott McClanahan

  36. Amatka (2017) by Karin Tidbeck

  37. Sorry to Disrupt the Peace (2017) by Patty Yumi Cottrell

  38. The Honeymoon Stage (2017) by Oscar Schwartz

  39. Tripping With Allah (2013) by Michael Muhammad Knight

  40. **Bed (2007) by Tao Lin

  41. Eating on the Wild Side (2013) by Jo Robinson

  42. ***you are a little bit happier than i am (2006) by Tao Lin

  43. Welfare by Steve Anwyll

  44. Motherhood by Sheila Heti

  45. **Eeeee Eee Eeee (2007) by Tao Lin

  46. Where Did the Towers Go? Evidence of Directed Free-energy Technology on 9/11 (2010) by Judy Wood

  47. On the Abolition of All Political Parties (1943) by Simone Weil

  48. **cognitive-behavioral therapy (2008) by Tao Lin

  49. Homesick for Another World (2017) by Ottessa Moshfegh

  50. Cool Girls Hate Their Bodies by David Fishkind

  51. Ticknor (2005) by Sheila Heti

  52. loss (2017) by Rachel Bell

  53. The Big Wedding: 9/11, The Whistleblowers, and the Cover-Up (2005) by Sander Hicks

  54. Saul Stories (2017) by Elizabeth Ellen

  55. **Richard Yates (2010) by Tao Lin

  56. *Cure Tooth Decay: Heal & Prevent Cavities with Nutrition (2009) by Ramiel Nagel

  57. We Need a Horse (2011) by Sheila Heti & Clare Rojas

  58. The Amputee’s Guide to Sex (2007) by Jillian Weise

  59. White Hills (2016) by Chloe Stopa-Hunt

  60. Sludge Utopia by Catherine Fatima

  61. Vox (1992) by Nicholson Baker

  62. *Radiation Detox: How to Support the Body’s Healing after Intense Radioactive or Radiation Exposure (2004) by Bill Bodri

  63. Koko’s Kittens (1985) by Francine Patterson

  64. The Untold Story of Milk: The History, Politics and Science of Nature’s Perfect Food (2009) by Ron Schmid

  65. Nollywood (2017) by Emily Witt

  66. Chlorella: The Emerald Food (1984) by Dhyana Bewicke & Beverly A. Potter

  67. I, Parrot (2017) by Deb Olin Unferth & Elizabeth Haidle

  68. **Taipei (2013) by Tao Lin

  69. The Health Benefits of Tobacco (2004) by William Campbell Douglass

  70. i fell in love today by Precious Okoyomon

  71. The Use of LSD in Psychotherapy (1960) edited by Harold A. Abramson

  72. Wide Sargasso Sea (1966) by Jean Rhys

  73. Sunscreens - Biohazard: Treat As Hazardous Waste (2011) by Elizabeth Plourde

  74. A Pale View of Hills (1982) by Kazuo Ishiguro

  75. Whitewash: The Story of a Weed Killer, Cancer, and the Corruption of Science (2017) by Carey Gillam

  76. Gut and Psychology Syndrome (2010) by Natasha Campbell-McBride

  77. Get Out Your Hankies (2016) by Gabrielle Bell

  78. Everything Is Flammable (2017) by Gabrielle Bell

  79. Trip: Psychedelics, Alienation, and Change (2018) by Tao Lin

  80. Slingshot to the Juggernaut (2011) by Sander Hicks

  81. Breathe to Heal: Break Free From Asthma (2016) by Sasha Yakovleva

  82. The Garden of Fertility (2004) by Katie Singer

  83. My Inventions: The Autobiography of Nikola Tesla (1919) by Nikola Tesla

  84. Shut Your Mouth and Save Your Life (1869) by George Catlin

2016

  1. Breaking Open the Head (2002) by Daniel Pinchbeck

  2. The Revolution Will Not Be Microwaved (2006) by Sandor Ellix Katz

  3. Black Cloud (2014) by Juliet Escoria

  4. Thank You (2015) by Zachary German

  5. How to Play the Piano (1922) by Mark Hambourg

  6. Beating Ankylosing Spondylitis Naturally (2014) by Scott A. Johnson

  7. The Fractalist (2012) by Benoit Mandelbrot

  8. Silent Spring (1962) by Rachel Carson

  9. Starvation Mode (2015) by Elissa Washuta

  10. LSD: My Problem Child (1979) by Albert Hofmann

  11. A Short History of Nearly Everything (2003) by Bill Bryson

  12. The Myth of Matriarchal Prehistory (2000) by Cynthia Eller

  13. The Doors of Perception (1954) by Aldous Huxley

  14. Heaven and Hell (1956) by Aldous Huxley

  15. Shroom (2007) by Andy Letcher

  16. your glass head against the brick parade of now whats (2016) by Sam Pink

  17. Rangoon (1970) by Frederick Barthelme

  18. Private Citizens (2016) by Tony Tulathimutte

  19. The Yage Letters (1963) by William S. Burroughs and Allen Ginsberg

  20. Merlin Stone Remembered (2014) by Axelrod, Thomas, Schneir, Orenstein

  21. Logue (2015) edited by David Fishkind

  22. **Why Did I Ever (2001) by Mary Robison

  23. *Life Itself (1981) by Francis Crick

  24. *Childhood’s End (1953) by Arthur C. Clarke

  25. **Anagrams (1986) by Lorrie Moore

  26. The Hatred of Poetry (2016) by Ben Lerner

  27. Future Sex (2016) by Emily Witt

  28. Supervolcano (2007) by John Savino & Marie D. Jones

  29. The Sixth Extinction (2014) by Elizabeth Kolbert

  30. Sisters of the Extreme (2000) edited by Cynthia Palmer & Michael Horowitz

  31. The Art of Seeing (1942) by Aldous Huxley

  32. Alone with Other People (2013) by Gabby Bess

  33. Nourishing Broth (2014) by Sally Fallon Morell & Kaayla T. Daniel

  34. The Science of Marijuana (2008) by Leslie L. Iversen

  35. The Neanderthals Rediscovered (2015) by Dimitra Papagianni & Michael Morse

  36. Surviving Evil: CIA Mind Control Experiments in Vermont (2014) by Karen Wetmore

  37. Empty Beds: A History of Vermont State Hospital (1988) by Marsha R. Kincheloe & Herbert G. Hunt

  38. *When God Was A Woman (1976) by Merlin Stone

  39. The Living Goddesses (1999) by Marija Gimbutas

  40. Earliest Civilizations of the Near East (1965) by James Mellaart

  41. *Magicians of the Gods (2015) by Graham Hancock

  42. The Salmon Mysteries: A Guidebook to a Reimagining of the Eleusinian Mysteries (2010) by Kim Antieau

  43. Timaeus and Critias (2008) by Plato, Desmond Lee translation

  44. Çatal Hüyük: A Neolithic Town in Anatolia (1967) by James Mellaart

  45. An Electronic Silent Spring (2014) by Katie Singer

  46. The Rock Paintings of Tassili (1963) by Jean-Dominique Lajoux

  47. Loving the Ocean Won’t Keep it from Killing You (2016) by Rachel Bell

  48. **Life Itself (1981) by Francis Crick

  1. LSD and the Divine Scientist (2013) by Albert Hofmann

  2. The Girl with Brown Hair (2011) by Stacey Levine

  3. On Love and Barley (1985) by Basho

  4. Bugs, Bowels, and Behavior (2013) by [various]

  5. Missing Microbes (2014) by Martin Blaser

  6. *Wide Eyed (2005) by Trinie Dalton

  7. *Color of Darkness (1957) by James Purdy

  8. Surrounded by Friends (2015) by Matthew Rohrer

  9. *Minor Robberies (2007) by Deb Olin Unferth

  10. Hiding Man: A Biography of Donald Barthelme (2009) by Tracy Daugherty

  11. Gamelife (2015) by Michael W. Clune

  12. Blood and Soap (2004) by Linh Dinh

  13. Women (2014) by Chloe Caldwell

  14. Strange Weather in Tokyo (2013) by Hiromi Kawakami

  15. Vicky Swanky Is a Beauty (2012) by Diane Williams

  16. NOON 15 (2014) by Diane Williams (editor)

  17. *Break It Down (1986) by Lydia Davis

  18. The Sunnier Side and Other Stories (2013) by Charles R. Jackson

  19. The Twenty-four Hour Mind (2012) by Rosalind Cartwright

  20. Survival of the Sickest (2008) by Sharon Moalem, Jonathan Prince

  21. The Two Kinds of Decay (2008) by Sarah Manguso

  22. Ongoingness: The End of a Diary (2015) by Sarah Manguso

  23. The Title Of This Book Is An Inside Joke (2015) by Sophia Katz

  24. The Road to Eleusis (1978) by R. Gordon Wasson, Albert Hofmann, Carl A. P. Ruck

  25. The Bonobo and the Atheist (2013) by Frans de Waal

  26. On Becoming Human (1981) by Nancy Makepeace Tanner

  27. My Life with the Chimpanzees (1988) by Jane Goodall

  28. Cannabis (2015) by Chris Duvall

  29. *The Invisible Landscape (1975) by Terence McKenna & Dennis McKenna

  30. *Synchronicity: An Acausal Connecting Principle (1952) by Carl Jung

  31. *Star Maker (1937) by Olaf Stapledon

  32. Manuscript Remains, Volume I: Early Manuscripts (1804–1818) by Arthur Schopenhauer

  33. Parerga and Paralipomena (1851) by Arthur Schopenhauer, E.F.J. Payne translation

  34. Schopenhauer: A Biography (2014) by David E. Cartwright

  35. After the Trip (2014, 2nd edition) by Krystle Cole

  36. Lysergic (2014, 3rd edition) by Krystle Cole

  37. Chopin In Paris (1999) by Tad Szulc

  38. welcome to your new life with you being happy (2015) by Rachel Bell

  39. Fernando Pessoa (1997) by Maria José de Lancastre & Antonio Tabucchi

  40. The Saga of Dazai Osamu (1985) by Phyllis I. Lyons

  41. In Search of Chopin (1951) by Alfred Cortot

  42. The Folded Clock (2015) by Heidi Julavits

  43. The Garbage Times by Sam Pink

  44. Person(a) by Elizabeth Ellen

  45. Everyone Thinks I’m a Fakir (2014) by Claudia Apablaza

  46. Binary Star (2015) by Sarah Gerard

  47. Speak (2015) by Louisa Hall

  48. The Carriage House (2013) by Louisa Hall

  49. Did You Ever Have a Family (2015) by Bill Clegg

  50. The Message of the Sphinx (1996) by Graham Hancock & Robert Bauval

  51. My Documents (2015) by Alejandro Zambra

  52. Junky: The Definitive Text of “Junk” (2012) by William S. Burroughs

  53. Killing and Dying (2015) by Adrian Tomine

  54. Reality Hunger (2010) by David Shields

  55. Magicians of the Gods (2015) by Graham Hancock

  56. Hacker, Hoaxer, Whistleblower, Spy (2014) by Gabriella Coleman

  57. *True Hallucinations (1993) by Terence McKenna

  58. You Too Can Have a Body Like Mine (2015) by Alexandra Kleeman

  59. Florence Gordon (2015) by Brian Morton

  60. Toxic Beauty: How Cosmetics and Personal-Care Products Endanger Your Health (2009) by Samuel S. Epstein


2014

  1. Synchronicity (1960) by Carl Jung

  2. Food of the Gods (1992) by Terence McKenna

  3. The Archaic Revival (1992) by Terence McKenna

  4. *True Hallucinations (1993) by Terence McKenna

  5. Psilocybin: Magic Mushroom Grower’s Guide (1986) by Terence & Dennis McKenna

  6. The Invisible Landscape (1975) by Terence & Dennis McKenna

  7. Chaos, Creativity, and Cosmic Consciousness (1992) by McKenna, Abraham, Sheldrake

  8. The Evolutionary Mind (1998) by McKenna, Abraham, Sheldrake

  9. The Chalice and the Blade (1987) by Riane Eisler

  10. When God Was a Woman (1976) by Merlin Stone

  11. The Butterfly Hunter (2008) by Klea McKenna

  12. Hallucinogens and Shamanism (1983) edited by Michael Harner

  13. Interstellar Communication: Scientific Perspectives (1974) by Ponnamperuma & Cameron

  14. The Yage Letters (1963) by William Burroughs & Allen Ginsburg

  15. DMT: The Spirit Molecule (2000) by Rick Strassman

  16. The Creative Explosion: An Inquiry into the Origins of Art and Religion (1982) by John E. Pfeiffer

  17. Mind Children (1988) by Hans Moravec

  18. Worlds-Antiworlds: Antimatter in Cosmology (1966) by Hannes Alfvén

  19. Childhood’s End (1953) by Arthur C. Clarke

  20. The City and the Stars (1956) by Arthur C. Clarke

  21. Valis (1981) by Philip K. Dick

  22. My Prizes (2009) by Thomas Bernhard

  23. Fukushima Meltdown & Modern Radiation (2011) by John Apsley & Suzanne Carroll

  24. Radiation Protective Foods (2012) by Sara Shannon

  25. Radiation Detox (2004) by William Bodri

  26. Crisis Without End (2014) by Helen Caldicott (editor)

  27. Cure Tooth Decay (2010) by Ramiel Nagel

  28. Nutrition and Physical Degeneration (1939) by Weston A. Price

  29. Nourishing Traditions (2000) by Sally Fallon Morell

  30. Enzyme Nutrition (1985) by Edward Howell

  31. Food Enzymes for Health & Longevity (1994) by Edward Howell

  32. The Enzyme Factor (2007) by Hiromi Shinya

  33. Enzymes: The Key to Health, Vol. 1 (2005) by Howard Loomis

  34. Enzymes: The Missing Link to Health (2013) by Susan M. Lark

  35. Depression: The Mechanical Cause (2014) by John Bergman

  36. Wild Fermentation (2003) by Sandor Ellix Katz

  37. Thyroid & Enzyme Nutritionar (2012) by Lita Lee

  38. Longevity Now (2013) by David Wolfe

  39. The Biology of Belief (2005) by Bruce Lipton

  40. Vitamin K2 and the Calcium Paradox (2012) by Kate Rheaume-Bleue

  41. Good Germs, Bad Germs (2007) by Jessica Snyder Sachs

  42. An Epidemic of Absence (2012) by Moises Velasquez-Manoff

  43. The Art of Fermentation (2012) by Sandor Ellix Katz

  44. *Writing in General and the Short Story in Particular (1977) by Rust L. Hills